Insanity

I AM GOING CRAZY!!! My hormones are through the roof. I can't sleep and I can't focus... Aaaarrrggghhh!!! Damn physical needs...

Weird Being Alone

So I find myself a little lonely. I think I need a woman in my life who is not overwhelming drama or super-clingy. I don't think I could handle that anymore. But I guess I'll have to be patient. For now I would just like a little booty :)

It's Over

I am so tired... Sheesh. I think it got me pretty sick sleeping out there. I haven't been that cold in a long time. So we kept pretty busy and it made the time pass quickly which is what I'm very grateful for. I was a sullen ass either, I was laughing a lot. Weird for army huh?

So Cold

I cannot believe how cold it is out here. the temperature is like 45 but with the wind chill it takes it down into the low 30s. Unbelievably Brrr...

Rainy

So I got to sleep under a tent in the rain last night. I slept under a seam so I got drops of water on my head most of the night... That was fun... Not! I hate sleeping in the field.

All Gone

Guess what Christy... Our friendship is truly over... I finished off all the blue pixie sticks.

Calmed and Poised

My life is slowing down to a crawl... I never thought I'd see the day. I do however have to be careful not to become lethargic. I need to go back to school.

As for my dating life... THERE IS NONE... hehehe. Rare, but enjoyable. Right now I'm in love with Call of Duty 4. It keeps me sane. I also am enjoying my lakers... even though they're rarely on TV out here. Maybe, now that they're good again they'll be on TV more often.

No more Christy by the way. She texted me on Sunday, during the worst part of Army and it just made me hard in the heart... Almost to the point of hating her. I will never allow her back into my life. She poisons anyone she is around. I realize that now.

Here's to revelations...

Goodbye

Goodbye Christy. I'm sick of the drama. This time there are hard feelings and I'm pissed at you. You called me an ahole and told me to go to hell. You said you hate me... Well... I Don't Care.

Second String

Today, I definitely feel like Second String... And so the day of wrath continues. Don't ask... I won't explain.

Tired

I'm tired of my dad and his girlfriend. They wake me up at all hours and give me headaches... sleeplessness... Not to mention she is ruining his life. This is complete bullshit and I hate it. She dumps him when he doesn't pay her bills... How fucked up is that?! She is the spawn of Satan to me... *sigh*

Single

Kinda weird being single again... But there is less stress than being in a relationship. Time to play again...