Post Thanksgiving Malaise

So yet another trip to California for Thanksgiving. It was a good time all around even without me drinking. Pain pills actually did it for me. It was good to see my brother before he left for Afghanistan. He did get pretty aggressive and hurt me. So I guess I'm gonna have to get in shape and then kick the shut out of him the next time I see him.
Christy tested me the morning of Thanksgiving without me texting her first. It was odd but tells me that she is still thinking about me just like I am about her. I'm just glad I never got wrapped up enough with her to actually get married to her. That would've been a mistake. But there is always a nagging feeling that if I had stuck with her a little longer I would've had her wrapped around my finger. *sigh* Let the confusion begin...

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The Snow

We can feel the onset of Winter. Thankfully I don't have to work at Kirkland's this year so winter won't bring me as much pain as it used to. Thankfully. Plus it's my first holidays with my lovely wife.

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Christmas Prep

For all those who know me, you know that because of Kirkland's I ended up despising Christmas. It still hasn't worn off for me because Christmas is always a stressful time of year, especially when you can't find a job... Today we are putting up the Christmas lights in preparation of this holiday. I'm overjoyed to say the least. Anybody got a gun I can borrow?

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Sock Alert

My dad has a woman here who smokes and is absolutely obnoxious. Why can't he stick with nice women? Respectable women. Not these losers...

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Election

Well elections went well for the Republicans. The legislature shifted to the right as did most of the states. It was definitely a referendum on Obama. Hopefully he sticks to his guns and gets kicked out of office in two years. Here's to the next step!

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Blog Renewed

I'm gonna be writing again. So if anyone is still listening enjoy

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Camie

Tonight is the last time I get to see Camie play as a UVU Wolverine. It's the end of an era. I'll never forget...

Crossroads 4D

Here am I
Sitting at the crossroads
Of Time and Space
Seeing things that most others
Can only imagine.

Trying to figure out
That of which I seek
Is truly what is best
For not only me
But all those whose destinys
Depend on me.

I know not
Which path to take
For whatever I do choose
Comes with its own consequences.

The consequences effect
Not just me
But everyone dear
And near to me.

The guidance I seek
Is denied to me
Because of the position
That I have been destined
To fulfill.

Nothing nor nobody
Can help me decide
But in the end
I will be led
By Love...

Turning Points

I feel like i'm at a crossroads in my life. Once again... Crazy how that happens. So i'm jobless but I am a year away from graduating from college so i'm pretty much set on my course. Gonna apply to the FBI next year... Yeah that's pretty much all I've got for now.

Insanity

I AM GOING CRAZY!!! My hormones are through the roof. I can't sleep and I can't focus... Aaaarrrggghhh!!! Damn physical needs...

Weird Being Alone

So I find myself a little lonely. I think I need a woman in my life who is not overwhelming drama or super-clingy. I don't think I could handle that anymore. But I guess I'll have to be patient. For now I would just like a little booty :)

It's Over

I am so tired... Sheesh. I think it got me pretty sick sleeping out there. I haven't been that cold in a long time. So we kept pretty busy and it made the time pass quickly which is what I'm very grateful for. I was a sullen ass either, I was laughing a lot. Weird for army huh?

So Cold

I cannot believe how cold it is out here. the temperature is like 45 but with the wind chill it takes it down into the low 30s. Unbelievably Brrr...

Rainy

So I got to sleep under a tent in the rain last night. I slept under a seam so I got drops of water on my head most of the night... That was fun... Not! I hate sleeping in the field.

All Gone

Guess what Christy... Our friendship is truly over... I finished off all the blue pixie sticks.

Calmed and Poised

My life is slowing down to a crawl... I never thought I'd see the day. I do however have to be careful not to become lethargic. I need to go back to school.

As for my dating life... THERE IS NONE... hehehe. Rare, but enjoyable. Right now I'm in love with Call of Duty 4. It keeps me sane. I also am enjoying my lakers... even though they're rarely on TV out here. Maybe, now that they're good again they'll be on TV more often.

No more Christy by the way. She texted me on Sunday, during the worst part of Army and it just made me hard in the heart... Almost to the point of hating her. I will never allow her back into my life. She poisons anyone she is around. I realize that now.

Here's to revelations...

Goodbye

Goodbye Christy. I'm sick of the drama. This time there are hard feelings and I'm pissed at you. You called me an ahole and told me to go to hell. You said you hate me... Well... I Don't Care.

Second String

Today, I definitely feel like Second String... And so the day of wrath continues. Don't ask... I won't explain.

Tired

I'm tired of my dad and his girlfriend. They wake me up at all hours and give me headaches... sleeplessness... Not to mention she is ruining his life. This is complete bullshit and I hate it. She dumps him when he doesn't pay her bills... How fucked up is that?! She is the spawn of Satan to me... *sigh*

Single

Kinda weird being single again... But there is less stress than being in a relationship. Time to play again...